cia. so young. so inlove. really? then why the confusing train of thoughts? i love her. yet i know she must face the world on her own. i can’t protect her. i can’t shield her from the monstrosity of this fallen world.
love. the eternal word. brings joy. brings pain.
love. something i can’t fit in my sked. something that’s screaming to be fitted.
love. i want to ignore. but i can’t. it’s there. it’s in me.
like a temptation on the brink of success. like a temptation i should avoid. like a temptation i can’t fight.
love. love. love. when will it leave me? can’t it see i’m not ready? can’t it see i’m afraid. afraid to make the same mistakes. afraid to be so engulfed and forget wmy principles again.
that’s it. i’m afraid. afraid to face probably the best feeling i would ever know.