Is it indeed worth it? To love someone only to lose that person? Are the tears shed, the pain felt, the heartbreak and emotional turmoil enough to compensate for those moments of joy you’ve shared with the person who now is no longer within your midst or inside your heart? Is the eventual parting worth all those days and nights of seemingly eternal bliss?
I see and I observe. Never had I experienced it. From what I see, it seems such a folly. To waste too much emotions on things unknown if it would last. Some may call me stupid – choosing loneliness and suppression over risking feeling that elusive emotion called love. But then again I do not think it is worth the pain. There are so many other things out in the world worth risking for. I am not about to risk my emotions for love though.
As I had relentlessly stated here, I will love with my mind and with my heart. Both must be in constant agreement. Although it is true that the heart continues to beat, with the logical guidance of my mind, I am able to save it from eventual heartache.
And thus in the battle between the blue sorrow of the mind and the red passion of the heart, I choose the former.
